Never enough

We got back 3 CA results today.

Sadly I was average & maybe even below average for all 3. & I hate being average.

But perhaps this tells me something, that I haven't been putting in enough effort in school. & I sort of admit. I am ashamed because I'm not even taking an elective this sem, there's no reason why I'm not doing well enough.

I have 16 days left now. I hope it's not too late for me to save myself.